Gonna be 5 o clock soon. And I thought it is just 4:P Can't sleep? Thinking about someone. Hate it when people give you the cold shoulder. I mean, if I done something wrong, please tell me or something la. At least I know I've done something wrong. Not blaming you anyway. Most likely, I've done something wrong. I know myself. Far better then anyone else. These few days I kept going to Eugene house? Played KOTOR II and Halo 2 . Heh. Fun. 4 controllers = kickarse. Simon's going later. So I wanna party! Alright. Nitez everyone.

Heh. Blogging again. Earthquake hit SEA region. Killed a lot of people. I am gonna have a 10 line worth of silence for them.









OK. Then, what's even worse is that some arseholes tried to exploit the number of deaths and grief by saying:OMGLIEKWTFBBQLOL! The Bible predicted this! Armegeddon is near! Then they quote Matthew whatever. Bleh. I remembered when I was primary 6. Some smart "Christian" told me that the world will end that year. 'Cos of some Celestial Body nearing Earth or something. Hey guess what? Look at the year now! IT'S 2004!!! Earth didn't explode or something. No wide spread Apocalypse. This disaster is not the second coming of the Messiah or something. So DUH!

Happy birthday Jesus! You are now(according to the Georgian Calendar) 2004 years old! WOOHOOO! 2 milennia and 4 years and still going strong! Enjoy your day Jesus!

Happy Birthday to Vanessa! Hahah! 16 liao! Finally can watch NC16! Yep. Today Christmas Eve. Went out with ma parents. Boozed abit. Then went to look at parrots? Cos' my parents wanna buy 1! Hehe! So next tyme if you come my house, I can treat you all to curry Parrot! Heheh! Gonna teach that bird how to scold vulgarities. In different languages too. Maybe I will teach it how to sing Jay Chow songs! HAHA! That will be so cool!

Aiyoooh! Just wake up! Heheh! My brother just got back his school posting stuff. Going to some Unity Secondary School @ the North I think! GL HF! Heheh!

Biang wehz. Just wake up. Hahah! Today just come back from thon @ PRP! Heh. Go to meet KS, Sim and Van at Pasir ris MRT station. Then because PC not back yet, we went to ZH's house! Played GTA:SA. Ah long kept spanking me:P Haha! Then went to PC house with Ivy, ZH, KS, Sim and Van! Took the lift. Didn't knew that the person inside the lift was PC's dad! FUNNY! Then took the stuff and went to PRP. Start the fire. Then let everyone come. Like suddenly those who say chop stamp come end up never come. So duh. Haha. Then decided to thon there? Go walk around. Then found 1 breakwater or headland or whatever to sit there. Actually sat there for 4 hours! Haha! Then go makan. Back home. Sleep.

Can't sleep. A lot on my mind. Sighz. Just now my parents went to Church. My aunt invited them there. Can't say they enjoyed themselves. The pastor there said something like:

We christians get judged in heaven, while you chinese get judged in hell!

WTF. Don't tell me he is not a chinese. Insanity. A chinese denouncing his chineseness. That pastor said that he quit the music industry and became a pastor for some weird reason. Oh, the irony is that he sang chinese songs. Heheh. Denouncing his chineseness indeed. What's more, he gave his sermon in chinese! WTF. No matter how good your english is, whether you are educated in Oxford or Harvard, no matter how westernised you are, you ARE still a chinese. What's wrong with being a Chinese anyway? We are one of the earliest civilisations and whatnot. Give China 10 more years, and lo and behold! Another superpower! This is also the case in many people I seen. Speaking english with a fake accent. Acting all high class. Thinking that those who speak Mandarin is inferior. WTF. This is wrong. Renouncing your race just like that.

Sighz. Just came back home. That job I found YTD sucks. They said something about a roadshow. Yeah. RIIIGGGHHHTTT. In the end, they asked me to sell tickets. Some charity tickets somemore. WTF. So much for 500 bucks a week huh motherfucker? I won't cheat some poor kids just because I want 500 bucks per week. Roadshow indeed. I think Zhen Hao is pissed for me not taking the job. I don't want it. It is morally wrong! I may smoke, sweaR or booze or whatever, but I won't cheat some kids! Law of the Street. Heh. So in the end, Yu Wen, Novi and Xing Xiang didn't take the job. Guess we have to find another job. Bleh.

So boring! Haiz! Just 1 month into the holidays and I am complaining! Just got a job. Tmr going to training. Do what roadshow stuff 1. Argh. So bored! Not like this during the Ol December holidays when we were still in secondary school. Because last tyme you still know that WTF, there is still school! But now nope. Sibei sianz! Hope I can buy World Of Warcraft next month/week! So can kill some time! Heh. Gotta go.

Many people asked me why I hate christians. Nope. In fact, I admire those true christians like Mr Jaren and JieYi! Do they ask me to join them in church? Nope. Do they say that I will suffer in hell for all of eternity because I don't believe that Jesus is the saviour? Nope. What I like is that they respect others for their choice of their beliefs, may it be Taoism, Buddhism, Muslim, Hinduism or Wicca or whatever. Not those arseholes who harrass you when you walk across the street and start to say:

Hello, this is Jim, and I'm Luke, today, what I am going to tell you will change your life! Let me tell you about our saviour, Jesus, who died on the cross for our sins and got ressurected!

Then they proceed to do some magic tricks with a piece of paper. Do something about a cross and whatnot. Or even worse, they try to disguise what they wanna say by saying:

Hey! I have something really fun for you all to do! It's a YOUTH camp! When I ask them, the truth surface and OMG, it is a CHURCH camp!

You people might say that I'm biased against Christians, but let me tell you this. If Zikry ask me to become a Muslim, I will swear at him too.

Let me just say this. There are many ways to God.

ARGH! Finally got about to dyeing my hair. Dyed it reddish brown(or is it brownish red?)! Heheh. Went to cut hair with Van. To ZH aunt's house? Hahah! The kid there very funny! Gangsta 1! Hehe! Then after dying and cutting, we went pasir malam(with ZH and Ivy)! Haha! Then balek kampung. See you all. At Class BBQ. Homies for life!

Hmm. Its 1.47 AM now. Loads of things happening this week. My cousin came to stay at my house. They will be going home later. Bleh. Then there's this class BBQ. Hard to plan. Partly because of work(by others, not me) and other conflicting issues such as concerts and what-not. ECP is fully booked. Argh. Then Betty has some concert to attend, so we can't book the pit at her house. Which leaves......Pasir Ris Park. Our last hope. Our last beacon of light!!! I got this feeling that this will be the last BBQ which our class gonna have. So much for homies for life. Just got an SMS from Abigail? She asked me to join my ex-class gathering. As if I will go. Clash with this BBQ. Yeah. My uncle called me just now. He asked me if I wanna work? Hmm. Work at Tang Ren Jie Noodle Stall. Gotta wash bowls? Hmm. Considering. My bro done it b4. He said the job is tough. But WTF. What else can I do? The bloody human resource didn't call me. Signed a bloody contract with them too. Heheh. Should I sue :-P KK. Gotta go bathe. And sleep. Nite homies.

Heh. Just finished setting up "camp" at my computer room. My cousins(3 of them) decided to stay at my house. So as a good host, I relinquished my bed to them. Heh. I could sleep at the sofa, but liddat no fun!! So I erm...Set up camp at my com room! Now the com room is equipped with 1 cooler box, a lot of cushions, 1 sleeping bag, and a very tired KJ. Bleh. Human Resource said that they finding job. Argh. I need a job. I want that graphic card. Grr.

Just came back from Malaysia. Can't say I enjoyed myself thoroughly.

Day 1:
Woke up at 6+. Bathed. Without using heater. Cos the heater is faulty! ARH! Heh! Went to this hotel to take a bus to KL. Took a 5 hour trip to KL. Then went to the Hotel Corus for check in and some bullshit. Went to the Twin Towers! Bought a nice book. Angels and Demons. By Dan Brown. Author of Da Vinci Code. Nice read! Then went back. Did I mention that the bloody tower will shake? Suxk. Then went back to the hotel. Went for dinner. Lok lok! Then this funny 2 man band played some nice songs! Speedy Gonzalez and such. Really nice. Malaysian Idols! Then I drank a lot of beer. The beer is thin anyway. Then went back to the hotel. Went for cocktail/beer again. At the pub. This fucking band called Brown Sugars decided to play! They Suxk! Then this ang moh decided to dance....he suxk too. Then went back to the room. Slept.

Day 2.

Went out early. Had breakfast. Then went to my erm...mum's hometown! At Sempang. Went there for steamboat. Everyone was so happy. Then went to my mum's old home. Whoah. The interior design was so old school! Heheh! Yep. Found out something really funny! You know that fat guy in sec 3 this year? Who tagged along with Yu Feng? He's my relative!!! ARGH! HAHA! Discovery! Haha! Then went to this wedding. My uncle's. Erp. Everyone decided to sing those oldies on stage. They have no vocal control! Their singing is subpar, mediocre and whatever! Then after eating, decided to go take this van back to the hotel. My gramps decided to lead the way by ordering the van driver around KL. As expected, we got lost. Luckily, I was in the taxi behind the van. Or else.....Went bAck to the hotel room. Bathed. Slept.

Day 3
TERRIBLE DAY! Woke up. Went for breakfast. I must have ate something wrong.YTD. cos I felt weird. Sick. Then started to vommit. A lot. Then my mum decided to give me some medicine to stop the vommiting. Made me feel worse. Then somehow, they decided to go Genting! ARGH! Then took the van to Genting. Vommited more. Took the cable car. Vommited more. Then found some place at New World Plaza for me to vommit in peace. I stayed there for 4++ hours. Not the best. Then I asked my bro to buy a gift for a special somebody! Heh. Then went back to the hotel. Vommited more. Then found a place in the lobby to sleep. Slept for 2 hours. Woke up with a terrible headache. Vommited some more. Then took a bus back to Singapore. Felt really ill on the bus. Vommited. Can't even stand straight. Slept on the bus. Dreamt of something weird. Must be the disease! Then someone I dunno called me sylvester.....Biang weh. Pek cek siaz. Came back on the next day. Slept.

I hate going out and falling sick! ARGH!

Yep. YTD was the Big Day. Graduation Night. All the girls look....erm...spiffy? Yep. That's the word. The guys all yandao! Hehe! Go there saw Novi and Yu Wen. Both looked so pretty~ Yep. Then went up. Ate some stuff. Zul got Saboed into becoming a gal! Hahah! Then erm....There was this band. Alright. MR Neo made a long speech. I followed tradition and I didn't listened to his BS. Then ate some more? Mr Singh said I looked like Sylvester(Who incidentally, lost to Taufik). Bleh. Enough of the sly comments! Last week I got a lot liaoz! Then there was this dance. Boo. Oh yeah. Forgot. Zul made the best speech ever! He deserves a Pulitzer and a Nobel Prize! Then in the middle....I was like thinking, WTF. Why she can't come. I didn't notice that I was daydreaming until Zikry asked me why I was so sad. Damn. Must keep my thoughts aside! Which reminded me of what Mr Shahril told me. " A person as cynical and pessismistic as you will find it hard to find love. You think everyone is lying to you." No! I intend not for this stuff to happen! I DEFY YOU!!! Haha! Ok. Enough bullshit. Then took a lot of photos of nearly everyone! Then I found out I lost my certs....and emily's SPH geog challenge cert....SHIAT! I gonna commit seppeku soon. Gtg.