There's this weirdo guy who called me in Skype! He said he is from Italy! Weird huh! But he damn cool in the end he wished me happy new year! Damn cool leh!
Shit KJ don't be Malaysian!
Saturday, December 30, 2006
I had this weirdest dream just now! I dreamt I was somewhere walking around, and then this uncle of mine(my favourite if it helps) just appeared out of nowhere! Then he just pulled me to this corner, and asked me:
"Eh bian, you chou yen ma"
Which I honestly and stupidly replied
"You."
Then, the strangest thing happened! He just passed me this pack of cigarettes! Not those flip top cigarettes, but the ciggys were sealed inside those metallic foil thingy used for medicine and BBQs!
So I opened the seal. Inside were 10 cigarettes and some plastic casings. And strangely there was an instruction manual inside. Weird huh. I read the manual, and I BLOODY RECALL VIVIDLY ON SECTION 5 IT SAID THAT SMOKING THIS CIGARETTE WILL CAUSE YOUR WEINER TO HURT LIKE A FUCKING BITCH!
But knowing the brave, gung ho, and stupid KJ, I attached the ciggys into the plastic casing and took ONE HARD DRAG on the cigarette.
Whoah. The kick I swear is like gudang garam plus weed man. Damn song.
But at the same time my weiner hurts like a bitch. That's when I woke up.
I checked my weiner when I woke up. Eh nothing leh.
I love dreams.
"Eh bian, you chou yen ma"
Which I honestly and stupidly replied
"You."
Then, the strangest thing happened! He just passed me this pack of cigarettes! Not those flip top cigarettes, but the ciggys were sealed inside those metallic foil thingy used for medicine and BBQs!
So I opened the seal. Inside were 10 cigarettes and some plastic casings. And strangely there was an instruction manual inside. Weird huh. I read the manual, and I BLOODY RECALL VIVIDLY ON SECTION 5 IT SAID THAT SMOKING THIS CIGARETTE WILL CAUSE YOUR WEINER TO HURT LIKE A FUCKING BITCH!
But knowing the brave, gung ho, and stupid KJ, I attached the ciggys into the plastic casing and took ONE HARD DRAG on the cigarette.
Whoah. The kick I swear is like gudang garam plus weed man. Damn song.
But at the same time my weiner hurts like a bitch. That's when I woke up.
I checked my weiner when I woke up. Eh nothing leh.
I love dreams.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
2006 is ending. Yay.
2006 has been the biggest motherfucking year a person has to face. Lan jiao year I swear. I started smoking again, about to reach my 1 pack a day, found out my heart will fail someday, nearly died, was hospitalised.
And I lost you.
The strangest thing is that I don't feel anything anymore. I'm just a shadow I guess. The previous experiences stripped me of my ability to feel the pain. I'm just....living without feeling.
Death must be so liberating.
Sorry for feeling so depressed guys.
I just wanted to say what I wanted for a change.
And I wish I didn't.
Happy new year.
2006 has been the biggest motherfucking year a person has to face. Lan jiao year I swear. I started smoking again, about to reach my 1 pack a day, found out my heart will fail someday, nearly died, was hospitalised.
And I lost you.
The strangest thing is that I don't feel anything anymore. I'm just a shadow I guess. The previous experiences stripped me of my ability to feel the pain. I'm just....living without feeling.
Death must be so liberating.
Sorry for feeling so depressed guys.
I just wanted to say what I wanted for a change.
And I wish I didn't.
Happy new year.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
No trumpets sound when the important decisions of our life are made. This is a momentous day. Once a year the Sun conjoins with Pluto, the planet of transformation. It's as if a force or obsession can no longer be contained. Others may not notice any visible change. Internally, though a seismic shift occurs. Although you may dislike having to deal with what has been suppressed, the decision virtually makes itself. It is also accompanied by a silent fanfare of relief!
I was thinking deeply when I realised something.
Eh. Pluto not planet liao!
I was thinking deeply when I realised something.
Eh. Pluto not planet liao!
Monday, December 18, 2006
I've been listening to LOADS of Wu Bai & China Blue lately! Damn power! After one hour or "Lang Ren Qing Ge" I feel like jumping down my block and splatter my body over some indians or malays or manjes!
Em Am EmDamn power can! Razor blade and emo hairstyle, here I come!
不要再想妳 不要再爱妳
G D Em
让时间悄悄的飞逝抹去我俩的回忆
G D Em
对於妳的名字 从今不会再提起
Am D
不再让悲伤 将我心佔据
Em Am Em
让它随风去 让它无痕跡
G D Em
所有快乐悲伤所有过去通通都拋去
G D Em
心中想的念的盼的望的不会再是妳
Am D G
不愿再承受 要把妳忘记
C G
我会擦去我不小心滴下的泪水
C G
还会装做一切都无所谓
C D G D Em
将妳和我的爱情全部 敲 碎
Am D
再将它通通赶出我受伤的心扉
Am D G
不愿再承受 要把妳忘记
Am D G
妳会看见的 把妳忘记.....啊啊
我想到一个忘记温柔的妳的方法
我不要再想妳 不要再爱妳 不会再提起妳
我的生命中 不曾有妳
Ok time to elaborate more on the previous few weeks.
Last week was hell. Exams suddenly come popping out can! Knn Conveyancing Law and Procedure was the worst. Fucking asked me what statute that states that ang mohs must get permit. Lan jiao. Singapore no statute la, got Dragon dynasty can liao!
And Winsor did the tarots for me again. hahaha! Why am I not surprised when I see the Tower in my past again? Guess no matter how much you try to run or hide, the past always come back to haunt you.
Screw you bitch. 不愿再承受, 要把妳忘记.
And Sheena was saying something about saving the world. You already saved more people then you know Sheena.
Then came Food Comm meeting. Was damn reluctant to go. But lucky I went 'cos it was actually quite fun! I like the "Golden Pillow" curry kueh! Next time I chut I need to order that 1! Damn filling and power!
不要再想妳 不要再爱妳.
Get out of my mind you bitch.
我想到一个忘记温柔的妳的方法
我不要再想妳 不要再爱妳 不会再提起妳
我的生命中 不曾有妳....
Fuck off.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Monday, December 11, 2006
NEW YORK—Philip Morris, the largest manufacturer of tobacco products in the United States, released the first in a series of television commercials yesterday urging parents to take the time to educate their hipper, better looking, and more rebellious children about the dangers of smoking. "If your child is idolized by other kids, always gets the girls, and has no patience or respect for authority figures, please talk to him immediately about cigarettes," said the ad's narrator over a montage of Hollywood stars apparently smoking after intercourse. "Parents need to keep an eye on their charismatic and persuasive children, who are at the highest risk of smoking at an earlier age, when it's most respected by their peers." According to Philip Morris' new print-ad campaign running in Maxim and Sports Illustrated, it is unnecessary for parents to discuss the dangers of cigarettes with lame children who like board games, science, and their parents.
I love the way Philip Morris makes reversely advertise their goods.
I love the way Philip Morris makes reversely advertise their goods.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Friday, December 08, 2006
After decades of intensive effort by both experimental and theoretical physicists worldwide, a tiny particle with no charge, a very low mass and a lifetime much shorter than a nanosecond, dubbed the "axion," has now been detected by the University at Buffalo physicist who first suggested its existence in a little-read paper as early as 1974.
The finding caps nearly three decades of research both by Piyare Jain, Ph.D., UB professor emeritus in the Department of Physics and lead investigator on the research, who works independently -- an anomaly in the field -- and by large groups of well-funded physicists who have, for three decades, unsuccessfully sought the recreation and detection of axions in the laboratory, using high-energy particle accelerators.
The paper, available online in the British Journal of Physics G: Nuclear and Particle Physics at http://www.iop.org/EJ/abstract/0954-3899/34/1/009 , will be published in the January 2007 issue.
Results first were presented during a two-day symposium held in October at UB that celebrated Jain’s 50-year career in the physics department in the College of Arts and Sciences.
During that symposium, the world-renowned and Nobel Prize-winning scientists in attendance expressed astonishment and delight that the axion finally might have been found.
The axion has been seen as critical to the Standard Model of Physics and is believed to be a component of much of the dark matter in the universe.
"These results show that we have detected axions, part of a family of particles that likely also includes the very heavy Higgs-Boson particle, which at present is being sought after at different laboratories," said Jain.
The story of the search for the axion particle in high-energy physics -- not to be confused with the search by cosmologists and astrophysicists for axions produced by the sun -- reads almost like a novel,
with veritable armies of physicists committing many years of research and passion to its discovery starting in the 1970s.
In 1977, theoretical physicists predicted that there should exist a particle with characteristics very similar to those described in Jain’s papers; in that publication, the term "axion" was coined. After that theoretical work, there was a mushrooming of papers from both theoretical and experimental physicists all chasing the axion using low-, medium- and high-energy accelerator beams from different laboratories worldwide.
But when it proved to be too elusive, many in the physics community then abandoned the search in the 1990s, based on puzzling evidence that perhaps this tantalizing particle didn’t exist after all. Some groups flatly denied its existence and began referring to it as a "phantom."
Jain’s initial interest in the elusive particles originated with work he began publishing in 1974 in Physical Review Letters and other journals that demonstrated evidence for particles with very low mass and very short lifetimes during particle accelerator experiments he conducted at Fermilab and Brookhaven National Laboratory.
At the time, Jain’s papers elicited little interest from other physicists.
"This particle was there in my original paper in 1974," he said. "The experiment gave a hint that these particles existed but did not generate sufficient statistics to prove it. I knew I had to wait until a heavy ion beam at very high energy was available at a new accelerator."
As recently as 1999, a project called the CERES experiment at CERN in Geneva again focused on attempting to detect the axion, but that project also was unsuccessful.
The problem, according to Jain, was with their detector, which was electronic, the standard used in high-energy physics experiments today.
"They didn’t know how to handle the detector for short-lived particles," Jain said. "I knew that for this very short-lived particle -- 10-13 seconds -- the detector must be placed very near the interaction point where the collision between the projectile beam and the target takes place so that the produced particle doesn’t run away too far; if it does, it will decay quickly and it will be completely missed. That is what happened in most of the unsuccessful experiments." Instead, Jain used a visual detector, made of three-dimensional photographic emulsions, which act as both target and detector and that therefore can detect very short-lived particles, such as the axion. However, use of such a detector is so specialized that to be successful, it requires intensive training and experience. In the 1950s, Jain was trained to use this type of detector by its developer, the Nobel laureate, British physicist Cecil F. Powell. Jain has used it throughout his career to successfully detect other exotic
phenomena, such as the charm particle, the anomalon, the quark-gluon plasma and the nuclear collective flow. In Jain’s successful experiment, the axions were produced under extreme conditions of high temperature and high pressure, using a heavy ion lead beam with a total energy of 25 trillion electron volts at CERN in Geneva.
His experiments generated 1,220 electron pairs with identified vertices, the origin of each pair. They peaked at a distance of just 200-300 microns from the interaction point where the collisions take place in the emulsion.
"Only at that very short distance did I find the peak signal of this very-low-mass, short-lived particle with a neutral charge," he said.
After they are produced, axions rapidly decay into two electron pairs, the electron and the positron, he explained.
"We identified each vertex for each electron pair and we would not accept any electron pair unless we knew its vertex," he said. "There was a congestion of all kinds of low mass particles, including axions, near the detector. The background has to be filtered out from this congestion in order to obtain the signal of the axion."
Jain’s co-author on the paper is Gurmukh Singh, then a post-doctoral researcher at UB and now a visiting assistant professor in the Department of Computer and Information Sciences at the State University of New York at Fredonia.
During Jain’s long and illustrious career at UB, he published 175 scientific papers on a wide variety of physics topics, ranging from cosmic ray research performed on balloon flights to National Institutes of Health-funded studies on bone tissue to find more effective cancer therapies. "After half a century as a scientist at UB, I find that with the discovery of this axion, my mission is complete," he concluded.
Source: University at Buffalo
Whoah.
The finding caps nearly three decades of research both by Piyare Jain, Ph.D., UB professor emeritus in the Department of Physics and lead investigator on the research, who works independently -- an anomaly in the field -- and by large groups of well-funded physicists who have, for three decades, unsuccessfully sought the recreation and detection of axions in the laboratory, using high-energy particle accelerators.
The paper, available online in the British Journal of Physics G: Nuclear and Particle Physics at http://www.iop.org/EJ/abstract/0954-3899/34/1/009 , will be published in the January 2007 issue.
Results first were presented during a two-day symposium held in October at UB that celebrated Jain’s 50-year career in the physics department in the College of Arts and Sciences.
During that symposium, the world-renowned and Nobel Prize-winning scientists in attendance expressed astonishment and delight that the axion finally might have been found.
The axion has been seen as critical to the Standard Model of Physics and is believed to be a component of much of the dark matter in the universe.
"These results show that we have detected axions, part of a family of particles that likely also includes the very heavy Higgs-Boson particle, which at present is being sought after at different laboratories," said Jain.
The story of the search for the axion particle in high-energy physics -- not to be confused with the search by cosmologists and astrophysicists for axions produced by the sun -- reads almost like a novel,
with veritable armies of physicists committing many years of research and passion to its discovery starting in the 1970s.
In 1977, theoretical physicists predicted that there should exist a particle with characteristics very similar to those described in Jain’s papers; in that publication, the term "axion" was coined. After that theoretical work, there was a mushrooming of papers from both theoretical and experimental physicists all chasing the axion using low-, medium- and high-energy accelerator beams from different laboratories worldwide.
But when it proved to be too elusive, many in the physics community then abandoned the search in the 1990s, based on puzzling evidence that perhaps this tantalizing particle didn’t exist after all. Some groups flatly denied its existence and began referring to it as a "phantom."
Jain’s initial interest in the elusive particles originated with work he began publishing in 1974 in Physical Review Letters and other journals that demonstrated evidence for particles with very low mass and very short lifetimes during particle accelerator experiments he conducted at Fermilab and Brookhaven National Laboratory.
At the time, Jain’s papers elicited little interest from other physicists.
"This particle was there in my original paper in 1974," he said. "The experiment gave a hint that these particles existed but did not generate sufficient statistics to prove it. I knew I had to wait until a heavy ion beam at very high energy was available at a new accelerator."
As recently as 1999, a project called the CERES experiment at CERN in Geneva again focused on attempting to detect the axion, but that project also was unsuccessful.
The problem, according to Jain, was with their detector, which was electronic, the standard used in high-energy physics experiments today.
"They didn’t know how to handle the detector for short-lived particles," Jain said. "I knew that for this very short-lived particle -- 10-13 seconds -- the detector must be placed very near the interaction point where the collision between the projectile beam and the target takes place so that the produced particle doesn’t run away too far; if it does, it will decay quickly and it will be completely missed. That is what happened in most of the unsuccessful experiments." Instead, Jain used a visual detector, made of three-dimensional photographic emulsions, which act as both target and detector and that therefore can detect very short-lived particles, such as the axion. However, use of such a detector is so specialized that to be successful, it requires intensive training and experience. In the 1950s, Jain was trained to use this type of detector by its developer, the Nobel laureate, British physicist Cecil F. Powell. Jain has used it throughout his career to successfully detect other exotic
phenomena, such as the charm particle, the anomalon, the quark-gluon plasma and the nuclear collective flow. In Jain’s successful experiment, the axions were produced under extreme conditions of high temperature and high pressure, using a heavy ion lead beam with a total energy of 25 trillion electron volts at CERN in Geneva.
His experiments generated 1,220 electron pairs with identified vertices, the origin of each pair. They peaked at a distance of just 200-300 microns from the interaction point where the collisions take place in the emulsion.
"Only at that very short distance did I find the peak signal of this very-low-mass, short-lived particle with a neutral charge," he said.
After they are produced, axions rapidly decay into two electron pairs, the electron and the positron, he explained.
"We identified each vertex for each electron pair and we would not accept any electron pair unless we knew its vertex," he said. "There was a congestion of all kinds of low mass particles, including axions, near the detector. The background has to be filtered out from this congestion in order to obtain the signal of the axion."
Jain’s co-author on the paper is Gurmukh Singh, then a post-doctoral researcher at UB and now a visiting assistant professor in the Department of Computer and Information Sciences at the State University of New York at Fredonia.
During Jain’s long and illustrious career at UB, he published 175 scientific papers on a wide variety of physics topics, ranging from cosmic ray research performed on balloon flights to National Institutes of Health-funded studies on bone tissue to find more effective cancer therapies. "After half a century as a scientist at UB, I find that with the discovery of this axion, my mission is complete," he concluded.
Source: University at Buffalo
Whoah.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Yay! The fucking family law Legal Opinion and the role play over liao! YAY YAY YAY YAAAAAAAYYY! Because of the stupid report I scared my life with pictures of transexuals' genitals! Damn disgusting! Loose and flabby and dunno what. Yucks!
I think I hate mats more then ever. I just saw this bunch of mats, holding on to their fucking cellphone, playing some shitty RnB music, then dancing to it! Eh you not Michael Jackson la chee bye. Knn shit people, shit music, shit dance moves. As expected.
I think I hate mats more then ever. I just saw this bunch of mats, holding on to their fucking cellphone, playing some shitty RnB music, then dancing to it! Eh you not Michael Jackson la chee bye. Knn shit people, shit music, shit dance moves. As expected.
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