Can't sleep. A lot on my mind. Sighz. Just now my parents went to Church. My aunt invited them there. Can't say they enjoyed themselves. The pastor there said something like:

We christians get judged in heaven, while you chinese get judged in hell!

WTF. Don't tell me he is not a chinese. Insanity. A chinese denouncing his chineseness. That pastor said that he quit the music industry and became a pastor for some weird reason. Oh, the irony is that he sang chinese songs. Heheh. Denouncing his chineseness indeed. What's more, he gave his sermon in chinese! WTF. No matter how good your english is, whether you are educated in Oxford or Harvard, no matter how westernised you are, you ARE still a chinese. What's wrong with being a Chinese anyway? We are one of the earliest civilisations and whatnot. Give China 10 more years, and lo and behold! Another superpower! This is also the case in many people I seen. Speaking english with a fake accent. Acting all high class. Thinking that those who speak Mandarin is inferior. WTF. This is wrong. Renouncing your race just like that.