It is one of those days when sick realisation hits your squarely on the face. Just like the day i met Sheree?

I realised I've been dumb. Really dumb. Insane, stupid, whatever. Wasting 3 years of my life on something you can never ever have. Just like a mongrel howling at the stars. So near yet so far. Lesson learned? I've been deluding myself; now it's time for me to stand up and continue. Wish me strength. Oh, by the way. Fuck you.