WTF. Just got news that my relative died. He is a close relative to me too. You know the uncle whom house I visit in Buona Vista? Yeah. Shit man. A thousand feelings seem to churn in me now. Regret and sadness. Regretted the times I messed up his house. Regretted the things I didn't say. Days ago, I was just talking with my mum about the great time we had in Medan, when me and my homies where still young. I was remembering him as the person who used the camcorder. We were also thinking about getting the VHS converted into CD and let everyone have a good laugh. At his house. SHIT MAN! My uncle died in China. WTF. Just 2 days ago, I felt a strange compulsion to go to his home. And my mum told me they wouldn't be there as he went to China. This is driving me crazy! He was the last person I would expect to......die? Though at his 60s, he would just go on vacations with us, and drink loads with us. Now he's gone. Fuck!!!! Must get a gripe on myself. Sorry for wasting you guys time.