2006 is ending. Yay.

2006 has been the biggest motherfucking year a person has to face. Lan jiao year I swear. I started smoking again, about to reach my 1 pack a day, found out my heart will fail someday, nearly died, was hospitalised.

And I lost you.

The strangest thing is that I don't feel anything anymore. I'm just a shadow I guess. The previous experiences stripped me of my ability to feel the pain. I'm just....living without feeling.

Death must be so liberating.

Sorry for feeling so depressed guys.

I just wanted to say what I wanted for a change.

And I wish I didn't.

Happy new year.